The Promise !

2009-12-11T21:50:00.003+08:00

No longer blogging here,
Relinked @ http://thestory-x3.blogspot.com

2009-12-04T21:15:00.003+08:00

Baby is watching zhong ji san guo nw hahas!
Baby is laughing like... lols
okay la dun say later baby kill me hahas!
Baby me missing you rite nw D:
Baby LoveDieYou my love for you will nv change <3
Yukiko's LoveBaby

11.10

My Heart very pain nw no one will know how pain it is..
Is this really wat i should get ?
should i face the fact that this is the fate of my life?
This is my fate?
I fated to cant get the girl that i truely love?
I fated to be single?
I dun know if this is my life i have to face it i have nth to say
but serious stop hurt me why dun just let me die better than hurt me ? D:
Let me just die alrite?

2009-12-02T19:16:00.003+08:00

Baby wan me to post so post lor (:
Missing baby rite nw D:
She is eating lanzhu baby lols!
Baby memissdieyou faster come back ! D;
Baby dun keep quarrel wif ur mum must be guai guai alrite?
♥ LoveDieYou Baby !
♥ Yukiko's

2009-11-25T23:28:00.005+08:00

♥

一开始我以为爱本来会很容易

所以没有经过允许就把你放心底

直到后来有一天你和她走在一起

我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

一开始我以为爱本来会很容易

所以没有经过允许就把你放心底

直到后来有一天你和她走在一起

我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

以为自己不再去想你

保持不被刺痛的距离

就算早已忘了我自己

却还想要知道你的消息

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你

总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己

♥ MeLoveYou

2009-11-16T09:04:00.002+08:00

Nw i using my bro comp b4 i go to sku..
Today i think nth much will happen.. today have sku till 5!
n i will stay all alone becos of the stupid test !
hais.. i wish that u are always by my side..
Girlf imissyoubadly.. more than anyone does..
I really wish u can be mine becos if u are mine i will nv let u go..
i will hold u on tie n nv let u go..
♥ Girlf iloveyou

2009-11-14T12:33:00.002+08:00

Today i very bored
Somehow i have make up my mind..
I have fall in love wif her...
Girlf iloveyou.. i really do.. hais..
If u are happy i happy le..

No one know how much i love her..
You are the one i love the most..

2009-11-09T21:35:00.002+08:00

Today Everything over..
But i still smile-ing that the only way...
Anyway today very stress n moody...
Thx for qinhui Girlf for pei-ing but i know today u very sian n i make it more sian hahas! :D
QinHui Girlf MissYou Lot Lot wor ! ROFL !

2009-11-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

Long time no post~
My baby is in genting nw i miss her alot alot ~
I nid her nw D: Baby i miss you !
ytd n today i sick very badly baby i nid u nw D:
Wo hao Xiang Ni ~!

2009-10-10T01:48:00.001+08:00

MIA

2009-10-08T22:59:00.003+08:00

Today morning something happen but nvm tired day -.-'
after that afternoon gt thing again i have enuff liao hor -.-'
after that went 126 slack slack play poker fucking funny i n ahboy laugh till we both stomach pain hahas!
Liwen Baby cheer up i wan to see the happy n joking around de baby alrite?
Lovedieyou !

Love Liwen Baby Forever ~!

2009-10-07T21:53:00.004+08:00

I have make up my mind , i really wan her back ! D:
Everyday i Missing her this i cant lie..
I really wish that i can have her back D:
I really wish i can call u Baby again..
I will promise u watever u wan i will give u D:
I really wish u can give me a final chance D:
somehow u hear other say i dun wan see u but do u know why?
i dun wan see u is cos i feelin hurt cos i still loving u i wanted to forget u
but till nw i know i still cant
so i have make up my mind i wanted to have u back
i can say was yes i did say i feelin fade b4
but after so long i know something my feelin for u have grow alot more than we stead
becos i know something i cant live without u
i wanted u back badly D;
Baby can give me the last final chance? i promise i will prove it to u everything other say was wrong.

Baby me wanted u back badly
I cant live without..
ILoveYou ! D:

2009-10-05T20:40:00.003+08:00

This few day i feelin very down..
idk why after so long i still feelin hurt.
me know there is no way to turn back anymore
but i cant stop it , i really nid you..
LoveHurt...

Me Love her <3

2009-10-04T10:54:00.002+08:00

Tagbox have been remove cos of some lame people
i have enuff of it bgy me? add me in msn (dino_teo@hotmail.com)
we talk in msn n slowly we can face to face talk.

This few day at 126 slack slack slack..
after that than go home liao same thing la.
nw alot people see me bei song rite? than lai lor face to face talk
no nid say much liao. why cant stand me? wu ji say out than wu ji come face to face talk.

Me Love Her<3

2009-10-03T12:25:00.002+08:00

This few day me very moody but who know?
Everyday giving a fake smile to pass day by day.
Me missing her badly D;
I really wan someone to care for me hais..
Today no place go maybe stay at home ba hais..

Me Love her <3

2009-10-01T14:53:00.002+08:00

Hello Anyway people i say myself no life.
I nv say 126 "people" no life get it? -.-'
going 126 later.. very boring i cant get her out of my mind
wat can i do hais..

54936 (L)

2009-09-29T22:52:00.002+08:00

This few day slacked at 126 no life sia -.-'
Boring life. The past is hurting me
All i can say was idk why i n her become like this but i can say was is her choice.
This few day talk wif baby on fone she amost vomit blood lols !
she say wat i shoot back lols dam funny hahas!
but is good that she nw no more crying liao (:
Baby i will always be there for u (L) (:

54936 (L)

2009-09-27T15:06:00.002+08:00

Today nth much la Wait Crybaby wake up text me she lanzhu la hahas!
After that use comp than CryBaby on9 chat till nw.
She nw dunno go where le suddenly mia nv tell me jiu suddenly mia -.-'
Okay la today stay at home be guai kia. (:

Tag Replied

Pass: Sry i cant be cheer up.
Passerbyee: Nvm is aready over... plus who are u? o.o
PHAVDY: cannot smile like u lor if smile like u i become siaotabo liao u this siaozhabo (:
Vickaye, (L): me will try..
Maddie: U may think i good but she dun think so..
"} Liwenn:: Orh okay.
KaiLing: Orh okay...
Xiaoxuan: She nt my girlfriends. i put her photo i gt ask her b4.
Cee: Okay thx.
Yuting: Sister <3
passerby2: She nt. Theodora form siglap sec why le? anyway who u?

2009-09-26T12:39:00.002+08:00

Just Back from shihao chalet at the chalet saw guanhao they all at other chalet
Go there find them slack slack awhile back to shihao chalet oso.
I abit regret go the chalet cos of some reason
Nvm after that ton than ride bike to mac saw xiaofel n xiaodrea so fierce ! lols!
after that buy mac liao than go back eat than we go ride bike around 4am plus back chalet
slp till 7 plus sit at outside till 8 plus than i go le cos some reason oso.

CryBaby Stay Strong must be like me hahas!
I will always be there for u dun keep cry !
Cheer up (L)

2009-09-23T09:09:00.003+08:00

Today is the 2rd day she leave me...
I missing her badly nw ytd nite i din slp i was at downstair wif one of my friends
used 1 hours plus of it my friends say i was amost going to fall down from 20 floor
he say lucky he hold me. but i tell him hold me for fuck let me die la
than he tell me relax
than we go Smoke n drink , i din even know he bought 40plus cans of beers
but cigg i smoked 3 pack maybe i can die faster. beers i was like drink 30 cans plus
my friends say i was very seh keep callin her name..
than he called one of my gan come i dun wan say is who..
she come n slaped me say why i have to become like this
i told her this " you have nv love anyone that deep b4 u will nv know how hurt it is inside my heart"
she say y everytime i have to take relationship so seriously. i tell her this " Becos when i jio someone i only wanted to last forever to that girl n tiongxin to her"
After that they both sent me home...
All i can say was thx to them but if Loving her is wrong i dun wanted to be correct anymore..
They say maybe we still can be friends but i dun even know how i can face her by friends i have alot of thing wanted to told her.
I really dun wanted to be her friends i just wanted to get back like how we are like the past happy n cont the relationship i really miss those days.. i was looking back at those msg we msg but i everytime i read it i cannot conrol my tear to drop.. i really cant face the fact that u are no longer mine.. i really wanted to get u back but can u accept me back again? just reply my msg can u i really have alot thing wanted to talk to u i dun wanted to cry for the whole n gain nth i just wan you back that all... D;
My gastric is very painful nw maybe is cos of smoking n those beers but nvm is okay i really cant stand those heart pain again my heart really hurt. i really feel like i can take a knife n dig out my heart n stop those hurt. this relationship i know is hard to save it le.. so i think the only thing i can do was let me die asap maybe i think this wish can come true. just nw go see the doctor he say cut down smoke n drink cos maybe i going to have another opration.. i told him no nid just let me die. he called my mum n my mum scolded me but nvm i use to it just let me die u nag nw u nag ba other time i scare u have no chance to nag anymore...

Theodora : I know nth i can do nw , u will nv accept my patch anymore.
Can prove me wrong ? n give me the final last chance?
I know i hurt u very badly but i really wanted to have the last chance the final last chance
My love for u is still staying strong but ur i know is still abit for me can give me the final last chance n gain ur love back? I really wanted to help u wear back the necklace i really wanted to call u baby again can let me have this final last chance to have a patch back if serious cant idk wat i can do le all i can do was i have regreted to say those word if i can go back to the past again i wont say those word anymore. i promise i will change i know u like to have freedom i know this few days i give u very less freedom but just give me the final last chance can? pls? D; I really wanted to say iloveyou n imissingyou badly...

2009-09-22T23:27:00.003+08:00

Today becos of my stupid mood n have changed alot of thing n make her very hurt n sad. i really sry but i know how much sry i say is hard to get her back. Today i know she cried alot i really wanted to go there n help her wipe off those tear n hug her but i know if i walk to there she will sure go other place. So i can only watch her from far i control my self nt to cry out using cigg to keep on smoke but i din know that i smoke that fast just 1 hours i smoked finish the whole pack by myself. i really dun wanted to lose her i missing her badly rite nw D; I really promise i will change i seriously really wan to have the last final chance to patch back wif you. without u i really dunno how i going to cont n live. I know u still loving me n i still loving you that y i dun wanted to end it like this. if we both still love each other pls give me a chance n give us both the last chance to go back together? Today onward Guy i know u all very care for me but thx no nid to intro me girl i know u all are wanted to help me to forget her but sry i have swear other than her i will nv accept or jio other girl anymore this will be the last n final relationship. all i wan was her. anyway thx guys. I will always be Theodora's cos my love for her will nv chance. I know nw she no longer mine but i reall wish i can have her back. She is the last girl n only girl i will love i will nv love any girl other than her cos i belong to her i have swear i will always tiongxin to her but i know i nt her stead le i really wish i can be again my love for her will nt end but will last forever. my wish nw is very easy i just wanted her to back by my side if this wish cant come true than i just wish that i can die early cos this life is aready meaningless to me. Today i whole day have nv eat my gastric is pain again but is good oso maybe someday i can die for gastric pain hope that i can die faster. even the case of mine nw i aready dun care today just gan them i think they coming to find me someday... but just come ba boys home , hostel , jail all this i aready dun care cos my life without her wat for cont this life. let me Die Faster This is my wish. God Pls let me Die. Can give me the last final chance? D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D;

The Love For u is just keep on grow
You know how much i love you
But u just dun wanted to give me a last chance
I know this relationship is seriously hard to save back le
So God Let me Die pls Let me die asap...

Can Forgive me n give me the last final chance?
I really dunno wat i can do i really lost
I really cannot affort to lose you pls i really wan you back... D; D; D; D; D; D; D; D;

2009-09-22T09:43:00.000+08:00

22 September 2oo9

Today very boring in the morning , but later i going out n find baby <:
Maybe will slack slack awhile ba.
This few days becos of some quarrel make us drift but i promise i wont do it again.
And i will nv make us drift again i promise this relationship i will last till the end of my life.
Baby i really wanted to have the old you back i really wish we still can like the past.
I will try my best to get u back LoveDieYou !!
This relationship will nv end unless i dead..
This is the promise of mine !

2009-09-19T08:41:00.000+08:00

19 September 2oo9 8.32

Ytd nite i cant really slp i holding my fone waiting for her to msg me i wait till 6plus but end up i fall aslp i wake up at 8.14 but she still nv msg me , i really scare D; i have nv scare of anything b4 but this time me really very scare. I have nv love any girl so deeply like her , she was the one that make me wan to tiongxin to her forever but the more i wan tiongxin to her the more i scare she will leave me. This relationship i aready promise no matter wat i wont leave her... this is wat i swear if i break this promise when i across the road i will being bang by car... Me really dun wanted to lose her...

LoveHerOnly<3
She is the one that me have nv love that deeply b4 <3

2009-09-18T08:56:00.000+08:00

18 September 2oo9

Today is a day that i really nid luck. Later i going bedok hq hope nth will happen. but seriously i have do nth wrong so i dun have anything to be scared. This few days baby mood is nt really good so do i. after this case i think i will pei baby more longer nw wat is more important to me was baby. No one can replace her LoveDieYou baby<3

Hope everything will be fine...

18 September 2oo9 23.50

I nv go hq today cos of the officer. Today meet go baby sku there find baby after that rain so we cab to 126 play daidee n 21 than the rain more heavy than after that we change table than until 3 plus baby wan go home le so cab n sent baby home than cab home le.

I know i have say something make u very unhappy...
I know u are very moody cos alot of thing...
I promise i wont say those thing again
Baby I promise i wont make u unhappy anymore i swear !

- If nt i cross road i will being bang by car
- If nt i walking half way struck by lighting
- If nt eat fish until fish bone stuck on troat

2009-09-17T11:03:00.000+08:00

16 September 2oo9

Today go sku 12 zao liao go home change than go find baby. slacked wif baby n baby friends baby is kind of angry me i know all is my fault D; i really sry becos of my case is making me no mood i'm sry D; after that sent baby home than i cab home oso le. This few days i trying to act strong , i trying to smile but i cant all the smile i give is fake smile. Becos i dun wan baby to worry.. hais.. Hope tmr nth will happen.. D;

Baby No matter wat i wont leave you
After this case i promise i will only out wif u if nt i will stay at home <3
LoveDieYou<3

2009-09-13T20:12:00.001+08:00

13 September 2oo9

Today 1st month wif Baby! (: Love Baby Lot Lot ! nw only using comp n msging baby (: baby today is our 1st month i promise i wont leave u , i will nv end this relationship my love for you will nv change u will always be the 1st place inside my heart no will can replace u <3

Happy One Month Anniversary ! <3
Baby LoveDieYou<3

2009-09-06T15:57:00.000+08:00

6 September 2oo9

Today nth to do stay at home for the whole day i missing my baby rite nw but idk wat she doing nw she nv reply my msg D; Baby u are my last romance. No matter wat i will nv leave you. baby i will be wif u till we grow old LoveDieYou. Baby must stay happy everyday (: Tmr can meet baby <: happy happy !

2009-09-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

1 September 2oo9

Today nth much i cannot go out cos of that teacher fault nbcb. so pei baby chat on fone n msg baby that all i can do D; nth much today stay home that all.

31 August 2oo9

Today pon sku after teacher call spoil all my mood mother fucker ccb lj bin. after that go meet Baby , baby end at 10plus (: slack slack wif baby n her friends after that baby say wan go find sara okay lor pei her go (: after that she keep on fone lols nvm than we at there i think less than 10 min? lols baby say wan go meet her friends le so cab there than sent baby there than i cab home le cos of that fucking teacher make me nid go home early after than back home use comp till dad back call me in the room he nag nag nag nag nag.... From today onward me have fucking less freedom why all becos of that fucker teacher fault nbcb.

2009-08-30T16:58:00.000+08:00

28 august 2oo9

Today pon sku nv go sku cos after that meeting baby so pon one day (: after that meet up wif baby go to k-box after that kaiyan they all came sing , smoke , relax after that cab home wif baby than i cab home le...

29 august 2oo9

Today nth much stay at home very boring chat wif baby quite long biantai darling hehes! (: after that nite time go uncle house chat wif baby oso uncle house is fucking boring ! that all ba? tmr going couisn house.. imissbabybadly D;

2009-08-23T17:23:00.000+08:00

23 august 2oo9

Today nth much very boring stay at home for the whole day parents knnbccb mother fucker kbkp ccb but than nvm i listen to my baby (: today whole day so boring i miss my baby badly but tmr can meet baby le yeah ! (: LoveBabyManyMany !! <3

22 august 2oo9

Today wake up use comp after that use till 1.30 perpare than cab down find baby. reached there Baby friends at there liao. they play daidee lols quite fun? cos gt baby (: after that we went to ehub than went to kfc than we went to kbox quite fun cos gt baby wif me (: after that 7 liao all go smoke than go down find baby friends. than after that shannan go liao than baby oso going le than after that sent baby back home i went to era so boring there alot people la but still boring mood nt that good cos i miss baby badly D: after that cab back home..

2009-08-21T00:01:00.000+08:00

2o august 2oo9

Today wake up at 7 fucking tired than slp back 7.15 my dad come kbkp -.- than bo bian go perpare than go sku. than wait for bus than slp at bus lols standard thing so boring. after that went sku when i going to tap card than i hear someone call me than i know was xiaored lols he fucking kaobei lols! than after that becos of he shout dm looking at me knn kana catch for alot of lj thing -.-' hais.. so boring went to class talk than 12 all zao lesson lols i go find adrain at simei than we train to geylang cos i wan go there eat than after that buy one pack of cigg than go zhiming house. than buy drink liao than we say going up cos very hot than they play yugi card game than i there smoking n chat wif ♥Baby on fone lols. after that we call zhiming cos he at home than call him down play basketball play till 4 than walk back home than ♥Baby called me chat chat than after that going down baibai than after that came up i msg ♥Baby.. : >

Tag Replied

~SH : orh ya i know ar? o.o

Yuki's(L) : yes madam? wat may i do for u? lols!

DORAA : wa ♥Baby like that lor sobsob D;

2009-08-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

Tags Replied

Shinako : Okay la hahas! See you soon :>
claudia : Lols okay la hahas!
passer by : Hey u wuji come bugis talk la.
Maddie : lols hehes!:x
Jenjira : Lols ya i know hahas! that wat i doing nw? lols! anyway who u? o.o
- ♥ , Yuting . : Lols so fierce sia :x scare scare D:
Xiaobinbin : Hahas! nvm is okay nt the 1st time lols !!
ws : lols chio ma hahas! (:
Vickaye , ♥ : OkOk relax lols
Yuki's(L) : of cos (:
Joc♥ : yo hahas! (:
DORAA : Hahas!Baby Lovedieyou <3
chew : u wait long long lor -.-'
{★}Gigi : Lols idk u sia hahas! Add me in msn tell me who u ba (:
jun xian : is u la fucker -.-'

2009-08-19T23:01:00.000+08:00

19 august 2oo9

Today wake up at 7 my stomach fucking pain go toilet for 2 time wtf than after that slp awhile more at sofa than wake up at 8 than perpare than take bus to sku. same thing late for lesson chat in lesson than break go expo have lunch there thing kns -.-' after that take train n bus back home. after that changed n perpare n go find ♥baby :> Cab down to ♥baby sku buy 3 pack of cigg lols one for ♥baby , one for ♥baby friends. another one is mine lols! after that ♥baby reach 1st i was late D: than smoked than go other place smoke again lols ! than ♥baby they went to staircase slack awhile more after that we plan to go ♥baby gan kor house than cab there. After that go ♥baby kor house drink abit cos wait for ♥baby kor to change than i called kaiyan come cos junkai wan de. than after that we go down n smoke smoke than ♥baby saw mata lols all zao than i alone there walk lmao they all run so fast sia hahas! after that i slowly walk n saw them hahas! than go 126 find ♥baby friends than kaiyan at there after awhile soul came oso than slack slack lor after i sent ♥baby home cab back to ♥baby house than cab back to the same place. after that smoke abit than cab back home wif soul...

2009-08-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

18 august 2009

Today very boring everyday do the same thing late for sku for 1 hours than chat for 1 hour wif friends break time go n have breadfast than after that cont for 1 more hours lesson than i very tired slp inside the class than end up idk lesson end liao sia other people all zao liao i wake up than i know only left me inside the class wtf no people wake me up kns -.-' after that bus n train-ed home than boring liao stay home for the whole day nv go out guai kia for the day (: Nite time Chat wif ♥baby :> My ♥Baby is very cute de okay ! (: ♥Baby LoveDieYou ! <3

17 august 2oo9

Today Wake Up dam boring do same thing go sku fucking sian than gt t-math exam dam fuck idk sia than nvm go there copy lols ! after that zao lesson tell teacher gastric pain lols ! hahas! after that bus-ed home than changed than after that go buy cigg than cab n find ♥Baby (: reach-ed there smoked than finally ♥baby came :> after that ♥baby kor n junkai nid racket so we cabbed to ♥baby house n wait downstair for ♥baby to take the racket after that cabbed to the CC there than ♥baby another gan kor came than after that went to mac cos junkai wan eat. after that we go to nearby blk downstair smoke than junkai n ♥baby kor changed than they go for thier bataminton. than left me , ♥baby , n baby gan kor slacked at void deck smoked there chat at there baby so lan keep say tired tired lols hahas! After that junkai n baby gan kor come back than they smoked than say wan back home le than baby really very tired le than i pei ♥baby cab home after that ♥baby say wan smoke than we go blk smoke end up ♥baby dun wan smoke than ♥baby dun let me smoke oso D; after that ♥baby too tired liao than ♥baby wan back home than wait for lift than ♥baby back home le. after that very boring cab down to era than xiaored n the rest there slacked there using comp till sian 8 plus i cab home than dun wan so early back home than called jacob than go smoked wif him after that 9plus we both go back home le...

2009-08-09T09:19:00.000+08:00

9 august 2009

Long time nv blog le... cos of lazyness :x I have made up my mind , about the past is hurting me too much. Nw i only wanted to be together wif my Dora Baby ! She is the one that let me loving her so much and she is the one that let me forget the past. I loving her alot alot !! Somehow we are nt together yet.. but i really hope we can? (: Baby I promise that u are the one i love the most n u are the one n last one i will only love ! (: Nw Baby have a very bad high fever ); i so heart pain! ): Baby faster recover ! i missing you badly ! Baby really Faster recover so we tue can meet up (: n smoke less hor ! (: Muacks ! I love my Baby only ! i only love her (:

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ws : Okay la thx than (;

Sinyee : hello !

Kimyo : I have Forget the past ~

x.XIAN : Thx sis i will de (:

Joanna : Orh i know liao hahas! but sry ur link u change liao? lols

♥ , Yuting : wa how u know i keep run? lols so clever wor? hahas!

PasserBy : Lols i step? oh pls bei ke yan me? lai find me face to face talk humji gao

H.uitiaN♥youus(: : Hello Mei !

' ♥ ahKC : Lols i know who u la hahas!

PHAVDY : Okay la sis hahas!

Yuki♥ : Sist luvs ~! (:

xiaosoul : Fuck u -.-' ccb u better change or i put ur oso knn !

Taizi : ok (:

huifen : just update le (:

Maddie : kaoBei zzz -.-'

Shiro : Relax man link u la hahas! Link me oso la !! -.-'

Shinako : idk u wor? lols jkjk hahas! okay will link u de , link me too ! (:

claudia : Lols Relax la hahas!

Aikikkko. ♥ : Okay relinked (:

Xiuting , : Okay link u nw (:

AngelCCL♥ : Okay (:

Angela : Okay BaoBei (:

PasserBy : hey Knn u bei song lai lor nb jibye kbkp i bugis siao 269 lai la hong gan wu ji jiu lai tio me !

-xCola : Yo cola (: hahas! Meet up soon (:

J-passbyer : Kaobei nnbccb ! i hong who u tell me i single how long ccb -.-'

Jun Xian : KaoBei u than hong girl ar nnb ! -.-'

2009-07-05T01:12:00.000+08:00

5 July 2009

Today wake up msging.. after that change than cab to buy cigg than cab to kallang mrt waiting for kimyo to come than go find kirstin cos she sick after that after that pei her but than she slp so i n kimyo slacked there talk than go out smoke smoke than back agan than kristin still slping so i n kimyo chat again nth much after that i sent kimyo home take mrt is dam long forget it no mood to say oso take bus reached than go playground slack n smoke after that sent her home than i cab back home i very moody nw dun ask me y all i can say is i hate my fucking life if i have the choice i hope when i was just birth my mum will kill me n end my life so i can end my life just like that better than i have to face the fact of it i really dun wanted this kind of life. life is meaning less finding someone i love is hard but when i found it , i try all my best to get it n prove it but yet all i will get is heartbreak. sry somehow my tears are droping down i swear my this life time i have nv love someone that deeply but yet nvm this is my life this is my fate i have to face the fact. all i can say was i hate my life y when i was a baby n kill me better than make me suffer nw. Nvm i just that weak n i just that useless no nid bother me. in this world gt me anot is nt that important i just a useless guy i weak n more i should't born to this world or even i should't have to come to this world. Nth can cheer me up nw i hate my life. anyone is that kind that can take a knife n stab it into my heart n dig it out n let her see how much i love her.... i maybe will be keep on post this few day cos dun think will be going sku or watever see how ba or maybe i will be mia for the time being see how oso ba i hate my life that all i can say was someone pls stab me i beg u all take a knife n stab it into my heart n dig it out n let her see how much i love her... tc guy..

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sinyee : hi

2009-06-30T00:12:00.000+08:00

Today i very moody.. wake up 8 plus than saw my bro at home he nv go sku idk y dun wan care oso.. after that on9 use pps to watch movie cos i really nth to do. after that xiaosoul ask me out to slack wif yuting n shiming than i anything seen i so boring in the end 1.30 they say they end le so i cab down go thier sku n find them. wa that jibye driver make a big round lor knn last time take cab to there only 7 plus nw 10 plus knn -.-' nvm after that called soul fuck him he still at class playing poker -.-' after that saw shiming than go find them her friends call me help them buy cigg than anything lor i ownself oso wan buy than after that smoked waiting for soul to come than smoke smoke than smoke like 3 stick waiting at 2rd floor than soul come liao he tell u he forget ask yuting out but than nvm seen she oso busy than nvm lor. after that cab-ed 4 of us xiaosoul , shi ming , me , n shi ming friends(i forget wat name) than we cab to yilin sku than she was shy cos she say she very ugly that time lols but dun really care cos i moody. smoked alot after that went to dunno which block to smoke than 5 of us nth do smoke smoke smoke boring i smoked the most they 4 of them like couple than i alone at there i thinking of her i very moody slacked very long i was sitting there alone reading back all those msg we have msging each other reading very long my mind was thinking of her. even when shiming call me i dun even know they thought i was slping hais.. they dunno how much i missing her. I really just wanted to hold her hand n walk thought everything together all i wan was just her no matter wat. wat she wan i will give her wat she dun wan i will change for her somehow i have think across of this even she time me i wont mind just that she is still mine. i know i really stupid but u all dunno y i become like that. i really loving u badly everyday my mind is full of u. You are the one i loving the most n u are oso the one that making me crying the most.

♥你是我一生中最爱的人

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Taizi: LoL ok bro i will one. but than u dun keep go pool la n i bo cigg u must spare me liao hahas!

Vernice/.: Blur sotong ! :p

AmandaTan: Huh? wat u mean ar?

PHAVDY: Ya lor nice rite? hahas!

2009-06-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

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KaiLing: Wat sia say me uncle u good humph !
Sinyee: Relink le (:
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Phavdy: Yo sister , thx thx thx hahas!
Adeline: lols sry la i link u le la hahas! link me up oso okay? (:
AmandaTan: Of cos i gt go i very good de lor hahas!
XiaoBinBin: Sister , Sister i aready link u le hahas!

2009-06-25T16:47:00.000+08:00

25 June 2009

Today 2 plus wake up cos ytd 6 plus than slp than today will be staying at home cos very boring nth to do will be using the comp for the whole day nth special lor. hais.. i missing her nw but wat can i do every relationship i think only will have happy moment but no future... i really love her alot but nth much i can do i really wanted to have u hais.. just give me a chance n i will prove it to u pls ): i think nth much le ma i go use comp le very boring oso nth to do.. i think i know wat later on oso use comp till 12 than watch tv till 3 than slp le that wat i doing everytime..

24 June 2009

Today wake up 12 than called soul ask where him than he at home play dota so later we going to era i call him go bath than i go bath too after that rain than we decieded to take cab to era so i cab to towner n he buy le cigg than we cab to era boring no people but cola there sian sia so go coffee shop n have some food cos i n soul hungry than after that back to era n have 1 round of dota fucking sia than xiang they came le than go down smoke smoke than after that we walk to east coast knn fucking hot lor than went to the coffee shop than xiaoace order chicken wing n sattay so after we ate we all go n have some fun but i keep smoke lols after that xiang du lan cos pigu dam long still havent come than after that something happen shall nt say.. than after that i saw jingci n her friends wif pigu so i act idk cos idk wat to say oso.. hais.. after that i walked to area C pit 18 dam far lor after that saw kenneth they all than ate the bbq slack chat dam boring very sian at there after that 11 plus ad they all go le than 12 plus we gtg oso cos kenneth mum come le than we take everything back to the car n kenneth mum bring us back than back home dam boring watch tv till dam long than 3 am xiaosoul call me lols chatting wif sinyee 1st than after that she hung xiaosoul called me again than ahsiao inside lol than i call ahsiao add samuel in we all talk cok in sia hahas! than alot war inside oso lols only samuel n i know wat happen hahas! we laugh like mad dam funny hahas! than after that talk until 6 am than my fone no batt so i go slp le that it...

23 June 2009

Today wake up 12 plus dam tired lor after that went to santosa cos they keep call me go bo bian bath than changed than go find them cab down to santosa $12 plus than wait at the station cos i fucking du lan called everyone n yet no one listen to my fone ! fuck -.-'' than after that at there smoke smoke than yuting ask where me so i call-ed her than i go vivo find her in the end she at beach sation liao kns -.-' make me buy 1 more waste $3 zz nvm after that meet her there saw her go n find other wif her than walk walk dam long than found them kns zz dam boring after that they all go bath than went back vivo than go mac n have dinner than ate aready than go out smoke smoke after smoke finish xiang they all go era than me n soul they all go back home a boring day -.-' so sian back home use comp watch tv till 3 than slp le...

22 June 2009

Today nth much to say lor a fucking sian de day wake up use comp till nite the whole day use comp dam boring de i missing her but does she know? hais.. nvm.. nth much to say use comp till 12 than watch tv till 3 am than slp le..

21 June 2009

Today was tired slp till 12 pm than wake up than after that wanted to go couisn house n play mai jong than so we all bath than cab to seng kang than me n my bro go my couisn house n play mai jong than dad n mum go shopping dun care them lols after that at couisn huse play mai jong dam funny lor alot joke hahas! than in the end i win $29 than my bro win $20 hahas! we played 10 plus than we cab-ed home i n my bro kup money lols reach home around $7 only hahas! cheap cheap la lols than after that reach home change than slp liao tireds..

20 June 2009

Today very boring xiaosoul call me n say go era than i say okay so i cab to towner n we buy cigg than he n gray com than we cab-ed to era boring de no people fucking sian after that reach there no people de we play-ed awhile of dota than hongyi call than i cab to east coast so from mac walk-ed to the tunnel n wait for hongyi so i at there smoking knn than after that throw cigg on floor than NEA people come knn i being fine for $300 jibye my mood fucking change !!! -.-' so after that hongyi come we go find huijun than they packed than we go park way to have dinner but all go 7-11 buy noodle lmao hahas! than we walked to bus stop n wait for bus n home sweet home ~

2009-06-18T23:21:00.000+08:00

Today wake up 11 plus feelin nt that well but slowly feelin better (: today very boring at home nth to do chat in msn n play gunz sian lor my dota cant play sian... 1.22 de fuck sia but nvm i tell xiaosoul help me liao... tmr idk i going out wif them n watch movie anot le hais.. hope tmr i will be fine so i can go out wif them.. aiya today nth much use comp for the whole day n i missing her badly but nth i can do so yeah.. okay la shall end here..

2009-06-17T13:20:00.000+08:00

16 June 2009

Ytd wake up around 12 plus x.x than go perpare cos xiaosoul call me go era than after that 2 plus meet him downstair than we go find where can buy cigg he say my house downstair there can buy in the end cant -.-' knn him in the end we decided go towner buy in the cab down to towner than he buy 2 pack lmao next chill n ice mint (: lmao than cab to era boring no people zzz idk go for wat zz played 2 game of dota than smoke smoke slack slack boring la in the end we take bus 13 to geylang lor 29 slack again ! -.-' boring la wait for hongyi , reinie , yuting to come (: lmao quite funny la lmao than they say wat go lor 44 play pool knn boring la zz so walked there sian~ than they played i sit there watch cos nt feel like playing oso.. than played 4 match? i think so ;x than i bei ta han alone go out smoke smoke lmao than suddenly they came out liao lmao than walked back to 29 cos i hungry sia havent eat for the whole day zz than ate liao than wait awhile than cab home knn reach home help parents buy soft drink in the end lock me outside say y i so late go home zz knn 10+ call late fuck ur mother la zz knn let me wait outside for like 45 min till 1 hours knn ! but in the end i sit outside use my house internet to connect to my ifone n on9 msn n chat wif peope lmao ! hahas! than went in use fone chat chat than in the end i feel like nt feelin well ); than eat med than slp le that it.

17 june 2009

Today will be staying at home for the whole day boring la sian tmr maybe oso will stay at home hais.. ); friday idk i going out anot hais.. okay la that it for today , today is a boring day for me cya..

2009-06-16T00:50:00.001+08:00

Today morning 7 plus wake up le ^^ early hor? but bei ta han go slp back again lmao 10 plus wake up hahas! after that amanda msg me than ok perpare than go boon lay find her lmao take mrt dam far knn -.-' after that buy cigg than i ask where is she than she say just out house wtf !-.-' lmao but nvm she came 20 min later lmao after that she reach slack slack hahas i bully her hoho lmao ! slack slack after that she say she wan go home le than take bus back to int than take mrt to find hongyi cos huijun at his house so go find them than after that wait awhile smoke smoke than he come out than we bus-ed to geylang lor 29 than all eat liao so i eat alone -.- at there slack slack today hongyi quite happy ar hahas! ok we know can le hahas! after that bus-ed home knn i take wrong bus diao -.-' but nvm still gt reach is just i nid walk very far -.-' nvm la hahas! back home shower than make that fucking dota knn still cant wtf ! but nvm i hardly use -.-' ok la gtg bye guy nite (:

2009-06-15T00:35:00.000+08:00

Today nth much abit Mood Swing i still cant let her go i still loving her hais.. i today morning see my comp fucking lag du lan than i reformat it. than after that bath wait for my bro to bath oso than cab down to my grandma house boring reach there play mai jong boring sia but nt bad i think i win $30+? think so hahas! cover my cab fare lmao after that eat abit at my grandma house than my auntie say going my mum ex house for steamboat cos is my mum n that guy bday o.o lol abit funny hahas! after that my uncle driver us there hahas! after that go there we eat the steamboat kns nt nice one -.-' after that eat the cake than cab back home le boring after that back home change n bath hao le using comp nw after that hear mum n dad quarrel becos we go mum ex de bday dad jealous hahas! funny in the end mum cry cos dad dun trust mum lmao than dad bo bian must make mum stop crying hahas! funny lor lmao idk y make me laugh ok la i shall end here bye guy....

2009-06-13T22:54:00.001+08:00

Hello ! somehow today i very guai i nv go out i stay at home the whole day only at nite go my uncle house nth much for today is just very moody i still cant let her go i still loving her that much D: somehow that is wat i regreted for so long i still loving u but yet we cant be together everyday thinking of u but u dun even know i missing u badly but nth i can do. but if u are happy everyday i happy for u i think i dun wan say much cos no point saying when there isnt any chance for u to back to me anymore that is my biggest regret hais.. nvm i shall end here. everyday my tears is dropping for u D:

I really tearsure all those happy moment.

is short but that is the most happy time i ever have...

Goodbye love...

2009-06-13T00:40:00.000+08:00

11 June 2009

Ytd morning wake up 10 plus than on9 play 1 round dota after that amanda call me go boonlay give her cigg ok lor than go give her after that 2 pm meet her than go slack slack hehes keep desiao her ^^ Hahas! after that soul call me go find him n meet some of his friends at boon lay so i go lor cab down boring sia after that mayuko they all there wa aisei fierce sia all pai kia i scare ); lmao after that smoke smoke slack slack than awhile gtg liao than going sangon so all rush down lmao go geylang 29 wait for my friends i n xiaosoul sian diao sia so long ! lmao after that hongyi come than we wait for my friends until 8 plus we bei ta han than we call her ownself go lmao than we walk to sangon after that smoked there again sian sia. after that hongyi wan eat than we wait for him to eat than alvin came lol funny guy ar hahas! after that alvin go in pub eat ps us -.-' than we wait for my friends to come. after that they cab down lmao i forget wat is her name lmao ! shh dun tell her hahas! after that she come we go pub woo waited for so long as last -.-' after that drink alot sia i think i ta 2 jar sia knn all say ta nv ta i alone ta wtf ! make me drunk ! dam funny sia i drunk all disiao me ! -.-' after that i saw hong yi n my that girl de friends n him together woo i think they go walk walk sio hahas! after that my friends say i psk ): sob bo bian i too seh liao cab back than after that cab home back home vomit -.-' dad know it kpkb nt the 1st time sian dun care lmao than i seh go slp liao hahas!

12 June 2009

Today wake up 12 plus after that use comp they call me go outing than okay ba i go cab down buy cigg than cab to tiong than go mac find xiang n x.soul n yuxuan.. i think this is her name ba? after that smoke smoke than go take mrt hais.. so boring ar.. after that go jurong find them sian sian after that amanda call me ask where is us lmao go long john find them than saw reinie they all after that they go smoke xiang n xiaosoul wait for me to eat than after that eat finish we go safar find them boring after that play lan than hongyi come than i go mrt fetch him than amanda call me i go give her cigg than i n hongyi walk to safar sian smoked than go in play lan 2 v 2 dota after playing for quite long than suddenly xiang dc sway than we sian liao all leave boring sia after that all go car park smoke than sian lor than after that walk to the mrt boring i n xiang take mrt xiang wan go bedok n i go queentown change bus going to find my parents n go eat sakura boring eat eat msg msg than after that cab back home msn chat chat than 4 lpus slp that all...

2009-06-10T16:56:00.000+08:00

Hello guy sry so late than post hmm ytd i was at boon lay find my friends somehow is like i meet amanda at boon lay int than go find that linda? lol her friends idk much oso hmm so go there slack n smoke lor very sian than keep call people n slack than all keep cant than they ask who i wif nw i say i wif amanda only lor than they keep say i n her stead ar ? -.- or i change target liao -.-' i wan like siao ar ? hahas! anyway funny is i call yilin than i say come slack le starting she say y i wan quit txsbf but ok la is cos some reason i still thinking hais.. than she say i change target ar nvm forget it -.-' than i say so u wan come anot she say if kai yan come she come hahas! yilin i really wanted to ask y kai yan come than u come le? orh hor later ur stead jealous ar lmao ! ok la in the end only lexian down but awhile nia so give her 1 stick than we smoke than gtg liao hahas! so sian i n amanda take bus to boon lay than she walk back home n i go geylang liao. i reach there is like around 8 to 9 than i have steamboat alone hahas! i abit emo lmao. than after eating go 29 find the lao eh there slack than wait for hong yi come than go pub. than suddenly lao eh say gt ta ji say lao eh can settle call down tc the shop. so okay lor wait knn wait until 3 am than sua that ta ji knn waste time than when we wan go pub hong yi couisn from 41 down than keep ask simi ta ji lmao than end up nth nv go pub liao sian that time is like around 4 or 5 liao than we cab to hong yi house but we slack at playgound nth to do wait for the 1st train to come so we go 7-11 buy cup noodles n eat 1st than eat finish 1st train come le than back home slp liao... bye end of post here n those passby i seriously dun wan talk to u all if u all wan talk to me face to face i dun wan find lj ta ji here is nt i scare or wat is like knn u all no life or wat wan talk face to face la find all this lj ta ji n kpkb small kid

2009-06-09T09:47:00.000+08:00

Ytd Nite after we break off i seriously cried i really putting alot i try to give her all i can give even freedom i give her but yet this is wat i get back isit that hard to find a relationship to last long? hais.. ytd nite after we break off i seriously break down idk wat to do i really lost i called a friends to go down n pei me drink he say okay after that we buy like 12 cans of beer 6 bot of voka? i think so ba hais.. i think i drink the most but he pay for it so sry after that we bought it we at the playground there n drink n talk alot somehow he just drink like 2 voka 3 cans of beer he gtg liao -.-' than leave 4 voka n 9 cans of beers wif me nvm so i just drink it. i was really alone that time was like 2 or 3 am alone drinking i think i very seh that time when morning wake up i was like slping at the playground there 1st time slping at playground hahas! this is my life seh for the day like no life. anyway ytd sry guy i know alot people ytd gt ta ji yet i cant go cos of my mood seriously sry from nw on gt ta ji i will be the 1st to chiong cos i think life is like that i seriously wanted to feel like dieing nw cos my life is so meaning less nw. i really dunno wat to do i seriously think that i just like a fool y from the start u wanted to accept me n give me a fake hope n fake chance? i putting all my love to u but yet this is wat i get back? u say u giving me ur 1st kiss but somehow seriously i dun believe cos nw is u make me dun trust u so u cant blame me. seriously if u giving me ur 1st kiss y u wanted to leave me? wat i have done? just 2 day of it make u change that much? u dun tell me becos of ur sku work n u no time meet than u wan break that really was a joke just tell me wat wrong? nvm i know wat i say nw is pointless. thx for giving that day a happiness day all i can say iloveyou but i know u dun anymore. tc somehow every relationship is like that someone will put the most love in it one of them just dunno how to trearsure.

TakeCare somehow i just a fool or even a dumbass .

2009-06-08T09:42:00.000+08:00

Today is another boring day somehow i waiting but nvm is okay i know it one. This few day something really bother-ing me but i dun dare to say out hais.. i have my up my mind so just be it ba nth much to say everyday morning if i saw something that will change my mood but somehow today my mood sure will be very down so nvm just leave me alone if u all say y i keep emo is cos there is nth to cheer me up everyday alone at home everyday looking at the wall everyday alone at a 4 side of wall i really feelin lonely but nvm that my fate? so just face the fate ba. eMo is wat u make me to do. so just be it this few day i think alot but the more i think my tear is like dropping? why? why? why?!! nvm just keep everything inside my heart that the best hurtful n painful feelin is wat i having nw no one will know i have make up my mind. anyway thx qinhui for cheer me up but sry i cant n all those u telling me i think i cant do that oso becos is nt the 1st time sry.. tc guy will be alone for this week n next week ba? or maybe for this whole holiday hais.. life is so meanless. tc somehow sry xiaosoul just nw i know u wanted out wif me but my stead cant so i nv meet u i oso wish that i can meet her hais.. but nvm is okay my baby is happy i will be happy for her ('; Anyway hongyi sry ur that ta ji i cant go seriously i very moody but my dad back i cant out sry..

I wont disturb you anymore.

Just let fate to deciede , i really tired.

Baby i sry i know it le no matter wat i wont leave u my heart will forever be wif u n whenever u go ): if u really nid to go taiwan all i can say is tc of urself at there ): somehow i will at sg n i promise u will always be my baby no one will replace u. baby nw i seriously crying for it i really scare of losing u but if seriously that u nid to go i have nth to say i will only say i will always love no one will replace u from my heart baby no matter wat i wont leave u that my promise if anything happen to u i seriously oso cant live le ); baby all i wan was just u ); No matter how we change but i seriously hope that ur love for me will stay strong to me n nv change i seriously cant affort to lose u ); baby no matter wat have we become i will only say i will forever lor you remember our promise? when we grow up we will marry to each other? ('; Baby i know u very busy in the holiday but somehow i wont mind seriously i gt alot of time i wont mind go all the way to find my baby so baby no matter how busy u are just for 1 min or even 30 sec or it just saw u n giving u a hug everyday that i enuff somehow we cant meet each other everyday but just 1 or 2 min or it is enuff i know i somehow abit lame? but seriously just one hug for u everyday is enuff i just wan ur love for to me stay strong no matter wat even if we break off i promise my heart n love will always be wif u no matter wat problem it is u will always be my baby no one will replace u. u will always be my baby no matter wat ):

Baby idk u will be going anot but somehow i wish u nv go D:

Baby from the start i swear that no one will replace u from my heart

U will forever be my Baby no matter wat (':

2009-06-07T16:06:00.000+08:00

Actually i waiting for today to come but somehow something changed it i wont say more. Today wake up the 1st thing i see is my fone but no msg so i think baby is still slping so i nv ask much seriously i missing baby alot but wat can i do my heart is very painful nw idk y somehow i scare that her feelin will fade away someday but nth i can do so nw i have say i wont ask for meet anymore when she free than she jio me out ba cos i know how much i ask she wont be free so just be it ba. her feelin will fade away anot i cant control it let just let god to decide it ba. I giving her all the freedom but somehow i think i the one that suffer for missing her but nvm if she is happy i happy le. Anyway this few day alot ta ji but i nv told her i think is somehow she too busy i dun even have the time to tell her but nvm.. sry i have to end here idk y tears dropping.. just let me to be alone ba i think that will be better for me.. somehow i think i shall MIA sry guy i will post when i feel like.. tc all n tc baby..

Somehow there is nth we can do becos we cant control it

All i can say was just let god to decide it tc D:

2009-06-06T12:57:00.000+08:00

Today i really feelin lonely somehow i thought that tmr i can see my baby but yet hais.. she sick ); i aready 3 day nv saw my baby than tmr i cant see her again than weekday she have alot of cca hais.. wat to do? i cant go find her hais.. somehow i wish y i cant just live next door to my baby so i can see her everyday n in anytime ); hais.. baby seriously i crazy about u i really just wanted to last wif u n that my promise. so i giving u the freedom who u going out wif i have nv ask b4 becos i wanted to trust u hais.. i think next 2 more week than we can meet up le ba? hais.. i really feelin alone ); but nvm 2 week is long but bo bian lor i think this 2 week all i can do is just using comp from day till nite n just let time to pass fast hais.. idk wat u doing nw but all i can say was i will rot at home for this pass few week hais.. still gt 15 more day to go or even more ba idk baby i really miss u idk wat i can do hais.. nvm baby rest well i think i dun disturb u is the best for u ba sry if just nw i say something that make u sad ); baby i sry but i cant control myself

I missing you badly D:

15 more day to go ~

2009-06-06T00:47:00.000+08:00

Hello readers ! just back home today quite boring oso quite fun. boring is cos baby is nt wif me ): fun is hongyi tell me go geylang so i cab down buy cigg than go lor 29 slack afte that hongyi come hui jun oso can than slack lor smoke smoke drink drink after that hongyi bro at lan so went to lan n find them they go play pool so sian nth to do i watch nia after that finish played than go play lan so sian -.- after that finish playing back to lor 29 n have dinner. slack smoked than after that hongyi back home than i slack there awhile than bus-ed back oso after that call xyz bro for something than chat alot for 2 hours sia from 10 sit until 12 i still dunno lmao ! ok la i go msg my baby le i miss her alot ); 2 day nv saw her is like 2 year nv saw her ); hais... okay la i shall end here cya...

Baby i missing you badly );

2009-06-04T22:04:00.000+08:00

Hello readers hais.. today is a very boring day morning wake up 9 plus pei my mum down to the market n eat than came back from 10 use comp till nw de 10? is like using 12 hours liao hais.. nth to do but in between gt something funny lor anyway oso nid to sry to all those who jio me out today but i dun feel like going out cos baby is nt wif me ): baby is wif her mum n her friends so i giving her freedom so i dun disturb her ): hope baby today have alot of fun. today ar that shiro ar knn call me using blocked de number than i listen i ask who are u he say i playing prank call knn startin idk is shiro de than i kup the fone lmao than he call again tell me he is shiro lol ! abit lame n funny la hahas! than after that back to using comp again -.- hais.. sian ar ! using for that long n i missing my baby but idk sun i can see her anot ): i really missing her baby i really hope that i can see u everyday but i know u very busy that y i keep saying nvm i understand but i here say than my heart was like keep wanted to meet u ): hais.. i think i nid to control myself ): baby i trying my best to give u wat u wan i just hope when i really missing u badly i really hope that we can meet up ): i know ytd we just meet but nw i missing u aready D: hais.. i think i should slp early n dun think too much ); tmr gt exam knn u see my face i will study anot? Lmao ok la tmr nid go sku for that exam than back home idk tmr going out wif shiro they all n have steamboat anot hais.. sian baby where are u nw wat are u doing? why u nv reply my msg D:

Baby imissyou ! ):

2009-06-04T00:14:00.000+08:00

Today morning wake up oppp ! 9.45 ! Baby ask me to call her at 9 to wake her up omg when i call baby than she just wake up lol dam funny baby still ask who i am -.- wa lao eh ! Baby if u dunno who i am again i wan kill u liao ! LoL jkjk hahas! after call baby i go find some cd to watch cos i thought u going stuck at home for the whole day hais.. after that alot call me say gt ta ji than i down watch show hahas! both side i know de wtf? lol than i nv say anything so dun care lor hahas! after that baby came (; thx baby came so far n find me Muacks! baby iloveyou ! (: after waiting for baby at mrt than we go ps walk walk awhile nia than we go find xiang they all chat awhile wif baby they all keep ps us lol nvm is okay hahas! have awhile of fun wif baby hehes! baby is cute ! Hahas! after that baby came awhile than i sent her to mrt cos she later on gt tuition ); sad sad..): than after that walk back to bunk everyone is suan-ing me ! say baby go le than i keep emo ! -.-' but oso can say so la hahas! after that gt some ta ji sian de lor i smoke like hell -.- lol abit nia la hahas! after that wait for huijun to come than go geylang slack than wait awhile than huijun reach le than we say we go geylang than okay lor we go lol waste her time come lol so hongyi , me n huijun down to geylang n slack there very sian la but oso abit fun lor hahas! there drink drink smoke smoke sian ! lol no life man ! hahas! after that 9 liao so i think going back home n thinking of something shall nt say.. n oso gt think of my baby la hehes! (: so bus-ed home than back home the same thing again nag nag nag -.- hais.. use to it hack care hahas! back home eat abit than chat wif baby nw n bloging (: I promised baby when we grow up i will marry her n she will forever be mine ! nw n forever ! Baby i promise i will give u freedom but somehow nt that much okay? i will try to give u wat i can give (: baby seriously everyday i missing u but i know u busy n u try ur best to spent time wif me thx baby tmr u going out wif ur mum yet i abit jealous -.- i think i sot le lmao ! ok la have fun tmr okay? (; Baby i hope to see u on sun ok la maybe will post this few day cos will stuck at home so ya bye reader shall post tmr ok la tired le nite guy (:

Baby iloveyou !

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2009-06-01T08:44:00.000+08:00

Shall post about ytd (: ytd morning wake up msg jingci baby she still slping lor ! wa lao LoL but is okay (: ytd very boring only me n my dad at home i feel like dam weird later sure kana scold so i ask baby to out but she cant ): so nvm i go meet hongyi n his friends at bugis , i like very dao lor lmao after they eat finish we decieded to go suntec to find those person who diao hongyi lmao dam funny after that found one but he working we keep there guai lan lmao ! funny lor than nth do walk around suntec than nth to do liao hongyi friends gtg so they went off only left i n hongyi -.-' but nvm after that we go geylang lor 29 (: woo drink drink smoke smoke ^^ quite alot of fun la hahas! n i keep on msg baby cos i missing her D: baby i wish wed day faster come ! i miss you alot ! ): after that 9 plus liao so wanted to back home pei baby chat in msn so i went back n hongyi pei me walk to the mrt thx ar bro ! ^^ after that keep on msg baby when i walking back home (: baby was so funny lor hahas! than back up bath n wash up on9 pei my baby nth much ytd just that baby was so sad ); baby cheer up okay? i dun wan see u sad ): n from ytd onward i belong to jingci (: n jingci is mine ! snatcher pls fuck off ! she is mine n she is mine nw n oso forever mine ! (: Baby iloveyou ! <3

2009-05-27T09:38:00.000+08:00

Never say i love you, when you don't even mean it.

Never talk about feelings when they aren't there.

Never hold my hand if you are going to break my heart.

Never look in to my eyes if all you do is to lie.

Never say hello if you really mean goodbye.

If you really mean forever, don't tell me you'll try.

Never say forever because forever makes me cry.

♥ You will nv be back anymore

2009-05-23T11:28:00.001+08:00

hello guy long time no blog cos i really lost hais.. Nw i really dunno wat can i do somehow when the time u leave me somehow i angry but u dunno how much heart pain i am all i can say if u think he is the one than i have nth to say if u are happy i will happy for u somehow i know i wont get u back anymore but i still waiting for u but i have nv hope of anything. if my saddness can exchange ur happyness i will do that for u somehow i am a fool but i have nv regret i have promised you that i will always stay single for you that wat i doing nw. i really dunno wat have happen to me n somehow i really wanted to ask god y u wanted to born me in this world n let me get all this hurt n saddness isit like this u feel more happy? hais.. anyway for all those spammer i can just say i wont care u all spam somehow u all wan act pai kia in here u can i wont care wan kio me just come i will always wait for u all somehow u all better sent me to heaven on that day if nt the next day i will bring u all to hell that all i can say u all can try. I can just say i just a fool n useless person n i very bei gan so just come

2009-05-18T23:17:00.000+08:00

Today i know all about it somehow ya is my fault but i really dunno y i have no match wif a butch i really fuck up somehow u really hurting me alot i know i hurt u too but i just wanted to say sry but is too late. nw everything is over but i still loving u just nw on the msn i seriously cried u dun even know. seen we aready become like this i have nth to say i promise i wont disturb u but i will always be wif u somehow i really regret but wat i regret nw u wont be back i can just say something i will always be staying single for you , u know anot is nt a matter nw cos u wont be back n i dun wanted to be ur friends n u know oso wat i have done i really regret but y there is no more turning back hais.. forget it somehow i crying nw nvm is fine wif her from the day she told me dun chup i doing for her but nw sry i will chup back even if that butch wan find me ta ji just come she bei song lai only ya i bei gan i know u can just try me u just making me fuck up but i really regret of wat i doing nvm somehow even if we saw each other nw i think i will just treat we dun know each other. tc just nw if u told me u like other guy i have nth to say but u telling me u like a butch i really fuck up nvm waiting anot is my choice ya it hurt ur feelin wont be back but wat can i do i can only just wait , wait for a pointless n a useless hope i have nv thought of i n u can be together i just wanted to be at ur side i missing u everyday i know i shouldt ask for hug but u dunno how much i miss u that y i ask for hug n i really wanted to hug u tie but nw is just a dream to me somehow i can only dream u inside no more chance anymore i really dunno wat i can do nw i seriously lost i really feel like just jump down nw from the window.. i really dun feel like living anymore..

2009-05-17T13:16:00.000+08:00

Today wake up i msg n ask for meet but somehow she told me this mark her words that she will reject she say maybe idk y she say this my heart really break nw i know she leaving me soon tears dropping nw i dun even care who beside me i cant even control the tears u wont know how sad n heart pain nw i really stress somehow that day will only keep inside my mind 8 may is the day that will always keep inside my heart becos it wont happen anymore that will only be memory nw i really lost somehow wat i have done for you , u dun even know. u will only know how stress u are but have u know u gt ur stress i gt mine too u dun even know nvm i will always stay single for you cos i know i wont have u but other can they are better than me. You really hurt me alot but i have nv regret it from the start loving u is wat i wan but when i know u have feelin for me oso i was really very very happy but somehow nw i think is was just a past aready it wont have it back. tc girl i will always be there for u but somehow i cant be infornt of u i can only sercetly looking u from far somehow that is wat i can do only. No more love for me nw cos my heart will always be wif her I will be staying single for her only tc guy 14 more day idk wat will happen tc guy...

2009-05-16T09:57:00.000+08:00

Hais.. ytd i cant slp i was lying on sofa at 11plus to 4 am hais... idk i can lying down n think so long hais.. ytd nite tear keep on dropping i cant control it i have think alot ytd somehow i think alot idk i should or not give up n suffer all those hurt myself i really dun wanted to see her stress up i just wanted her to be happy hais.. i know nwaday she is keeping a distance away from me that was wat i think n somehow i know all those happy moment wont be back anymore but y we cant meet up more? even ur sister u can spent more than 1 hour one week but y cant i? D; this week we just meet up less than one hours why? why we become like this hais.. somehow idk y u are the one that i can cried everyday hais.. i really dun wanted to see u stress up but somehow idk wat should i do hais.. today i really wanted to meet u up n i promise i wont ask for anything but y isit so hard i seriously dunno wat i can do. but i seriously wanted to know do u still love me ? n is ur feelin is still wif me? hais.. i know wat u will say idk... hais.. even today i just wanted to meet up wif you but i know i wont one so i just hope can meet up but by ur idk i know we cant meet up. that y i say i wont disturb u but u dunno how i feel when i cant meet up wif you hais... idk am i giving u too much freedom? i really dunno y even friends can meet up more than 1 hour but y we cant? even one day of meeting oso cant u promise u will meet up 2 to 3 day per week but nw hais.. this week i pon alot of sku i just wanted to meet her up n spent more time wif her but end up pon 4 day of sku n this week we only meet up total of nt more than 1 hours hais.. y we become like this i really just wanted to back like the past i know nw it wont happen anymore all i can say is from the day i asked you for stead when u say u will accept i was very hyper n happy but when u was going up to home u say u nided to wait for ur kor to out my mind was like wat if ur feelin faded away n wat if we drift n u told me this mark ur word u say u will accept mean u will but wat about nw? i really dunno nw u told me dun put too much hope n too much in it i seriously lost n idk wat to do tear are dropping everyday. somehow do u know how much i love you D: hais.. i really dun wanted to lose you but if giving up can make u less stress i will try to do it hais.. i really dun wanted to lose you if u are gone i seriously dunno wat to do hais.. should i mia to give u more freedom i really dunno somehow all those word u told me is keeping deeply inside my heart but will it happen? hais.. somehow we are from stranger to friends to stead? to nw the gan or friends.. why? why we become like this i really just wanted to be ur why cant i hais.. i think i shall end here tear dropping D;

I just back home from era slacked at there smoking amost every min cos i waiting for her msg but somehow i try to think her fone no money but when i call the phone still can call but why? why u nv reply me? D; are u still angry wif me? or are you avoiding me? D; i really dun wan us to end up like that D: pls i really cant affort to lose you D; if somehow you really leave me i think no point of living in this world nw i really nid to slash nw i no mood to post nw if you really wanted to avoid me i have nth i can do nw if really that case i think i have to mia for the time being sry if my mia is the best for you i doing for the sake for you i will still wait for you but somehow i know ur feelin will be fade but being wif u anot is nt a matter nw i just wanted you to be happy sry i will oso be there for you i doing it is nt becos i dun love you is becos i loving you too much i giving u all the freedom nw n i dun wanted to see u crying n sad again tc my love for you will be keep on growing but nt fadeing tc i really love you.

2009-05-15T18:21:00.000+08:00

Hais.. today i try my best to be smile but i know that a fake smile i trying my really best but i still cant do it... this few day i pon alot sku cos i waiting for today to meet her i totally no mood to go sku i really just nid her but somehow today i thought i can spent the day wif her but end up we meet at bugis but somehow my mood change i really sry i really dun wanted to end up like that i sry.. okay ba i wont ask for anything if u really dun wan i oso wont ask for it le D: i really just wanted to back like the past i really cant leave without you ya somehow today i was du lan but hais.. i try my real best but i still cant i really just wanted to back to the past that we are happly together i trying my best to back like the past but it seen like we really cant hais.. the day i asked you for stead u say u will accept but nided to wait for ur kor to out i can understand that y i waiting day by day ya i scare of waiting le cos of the past but i trying my best nw hais.. wat can i do i really cant leave without you if u really leave me i think just a stab into my heart it will be better for me cos i think die is the best way to end all this hais.. i really dun wanted to end up like this hais.. today when u say u gtg i really wanted to ask weather can i follow u anot but somehow i think i shall give u freedom but idk y we end up like this hais.. when she gone i sitting on bugis mrt staircase n tear dropping there alot people looking but somehow i dun give a dam on them.. hais.. on that time i seriously feelin alone i really wish that i can be wif u i know wat i ask i think is too much hais.. but y the past we can but nw we end up like this? hais.. i really feelin lost hais.. i think i shall Mia for the time being 32 day more n i still waiting for you i really just wanted to be wif you from the day i asked for stead i aready swear my heart will always tiongxim to you but nw is just u wanted to give me the chance anot hais.. y everytime i see so many couple can be happy together y cant i like them isit this really my life n i should face the fact? hais.. somehow my brother friends at my home nw but my tears still droping hais.. idk wat to do hais.. i think i shall end here n later maybe i will edit some ba hais.. i have no mood nw tmr i just wanted to see her n i promise i wont ask for anything le i just wan you by my side wif me that all.. 8 may is the day that i cant have it back again D:

Hais.. nw is 9.45pm i still missing her badly i really wanted to hug her tie nw i really dun wanted her to leave me D; i really cant affort to lose her D; if she gone i really dunno wat i can do hais.. idk y everytime blog my tear will drop D; tmr i really wish to meet she but somehow idk should i ask anot cos i really wanted to give her freedom D; hais.. but somehow i know if i nv ask we will have long time cant meet D; hais.. wat should i do hais.. somehow the day i ask for stead i aready swear that i will love her more than anyone do but y are we keep on like this i really stress up n fuck up i really hate myself D; i really wanted to back like wat we are like the past i really miss it if just 1 more chance of it i will still wanted to back to the past like how we are hais.. somehow i know is hard or wont come true hais.. nw i really scare that she will leave me i trying my best to give her everything but somehow i really wish we can be together hais.. when the day friday i ask wat u going to say about i n u , u told me to tell other time we stead but somehow y nw it change to friends n gan? n y wanted to take down that pm? isit ur feelin for me is gone? i really dunno hais.. i really heart break when i hear n saw all those somehow we are drifting that y i wanted to meet u up more n try to hold on ur feelin but hais.. idk wat to say D; tearing dropping... i really cant affort to lose you D; hais.. i have to end here i go wash up hais.. D;

2009-05-14T12:12:00.000+08:00

Hi guy today pon sku again hais.. i seriously have no mood to study hais.. i have nv missing a girl that much somehow i know we are still nt stead n i cant control her wat to do but i just wanted her feelin to stay strong wif me D: i know this few day she very stress but nth we can do oso i think all this time is a test for both of us n i promise how long it take i will wait for you somehow i cant control my emotions even i sad i will still have a fake smile infront of you cos i dun wanted to see u sad... i promise i wont do anything on that day hais.. but somehow i really wish we can just like friday that time but i know we cant nw.. hais.. i will try to make u smile n happy like that friday i wish that it will happen hais.. this few day pon alot day hais.. somehow i think i wanted to drop sku cos i really dun have the mood to study le hais.. just nw gt a unknown call i thought is from sku cos i alot day nv go le but end up is called from hsa -.- hais.. i dun even care oso sian.. i think i have nth much to say n do today i will be rot at home ba n she slping nw -.-zzz LoL hmm nvm ba i promise to give her freedom n tmr i can meet her somehow i was quite happy ba idk hais.. somehow i back to the old me emo n dao again.. ok ba i shall end here cos i have nth to do oso hais.. nite time i will edit ba tc guy n tc girl i will always be there for you (':

2009-05-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

Hais.. seriously i think last friday is the happy day of my life but somehow i think was just a dream on it hais.. y everytime i posting the blog my tear sure going to drop hais.. somehow i really which that i can go back to the day on friday n the time can stop going so i can have all the time wif you hais.. i know it wont i was just daydreaming from the start we are just stranger to friend to gan to nw de wat? i really dunno seriously i dun mind waiting even 1 year or 2 year is okay wif me but i really nid ur love for me to stay strong hais.. i really dun wanted to lose you ); i just have one wish nw is just being wif her forever this is wat i wan n nv shall nt be change. This few day i pon sku becos i just wanted to see her even if is just 1 sec of it seriously missing her alot but nth i can do oso i shall really let her to have wat she wan. I really hope she can solve all those things faster but i know it wont be that easy even for just this few week i know somehow some day her feelin for me will be fade or aready fade i really dunno but somehow if really fade i wont give up. i will still be waiting for you but somehow idk i really dunno for me isit loving someone i like is that hard. i have wait for someone b4 but end up i have 3 time of broken promise will thing back like that same time? pls i really hope u can prove me wrong hais.. tear really still cant stop dropping i think i shall end here i wash up all the tear tc guy seriously no mood maybe i will be mia idk i really lost hais..

Today pon sku again everyday hope she will ask me out but hais.. nvm is okay somehow i feelin sad but nth i can do oso.. so today pon sku wake up mum say dad saw the hsa letter but lucky dad nt at home but nite time sure tio gan but nvm dun even care oso nw i only care for her hais.. this few day pon i really hope she will ask me for meet but i wrong hais.. nvm i dun wan her stress up oso but i going to treasure friday cos i can meet her but idk y my mood still swing hais.. i think we cant meet up like last time i think friday i will be very dao n emo le hais.. idk y hais.. i really cant cheer up i really wish time can stop at friday that time i really very happy at that moment. idk will be back to that moment again or u willl fade away hais.. i really cant affort to lose you ); hais.. today use comp , use until keep anyhow thing hais.. my mood keep on cant be happy after that cab to boon keng buy cigg than walk to whampoa i thought she was there so i just wanted to see her from far but too bad that she left early hais.. so when to find xiaosoul n go slack talk alot smoke alot after that boring than back home hais.. chatting wif her awhile than dad back home going to tio kan later hais.. cos of hsa sian.. i really cant live without if u are gone i think there nth really i can do as well just end my life hais.. Good Nite i know u slping nw... just like i say i will wait just like my blog song hais.. tc i really wanted that we can just like the past D:

2009-05-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

Today go sku very early end wanted to find her but she gt interview n going wif her friends somehow i shall give her freedom but seriously missing her but nth i can do hais.. today whole day rot at home no mood today i really very scare that she will leave me hais... currently this few day i like to think alot shall i mia for the time being to give her more freedom hais... idk i really wanted to trust u n everything u say but all those thing i hear i really dunno wat to do but my love for you will nv change. i really wanted to give u freedom but the more freedom i give the more scare i am. hais.. everyday hope that u will ask me out but somehow i think u out wif ur friends is more happy n hyper than going out wif me. hais.. i really think alot today seriously isit just a dream that the day u tell me all those or i still in the dream n havent wake up hais... missing you badly ytd just a look at you but nt even 1 min is enuff for me but nw hais.. idk when i still can saw u i missing you badly somehow i wish i can quit sku n everyday see u from far hais.. i really dunno wat postion am i in ur heart nw i really dunno i really dun wanted to lose you hais.. somehow looking forward to meet you tmr but watever i ask for meet its seen like i really disturb you. Hais.. tmr no mood to go sku actually is plan to pon n meet her but hais.. i can feel that she dun wan so i think i shall nt ask to meet anymore if we really going to drift i have nth to say just let fate to decide it ba if this really my life i will face the fact of it. No mood to blog anymore sry...

The Promise !

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